Love Island’s Jess Hayes in ‘unbearable pain’ as she shares heartbreak over losing baby son at 19 weeks

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Love Island star Jess Hayes has described her “unbearable pain” after tragically losing her baby son while she was 19 weeks pregnant.

The TV star, who is a mother to 18-month-old son Presley, opened up after sharing the tragic news last week that she had suffered a miscarriage.

In a devastating poem, the reality star wrote: “I just wish he was still tucked up safe in my tummy where he should be.”

Jess, 27, also explained that her world “crashed down in 3 days” after losing her son, who she and fiance Dan Lawry had named Teddy.

“I’ll never understand why the bleeding wouldn’t stop. Why my waters suddenly broke and I had to deliver my son knowing I wouldn’t be taking him home.

“I just wish he was still tucked up safe in my tummy where he should be. I have so many bump pictures I never got to share where he was safe. I’m praying this whole thing gets easier I really do it’s an unbearable pain losing a child you created and thinking what would have been.

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“My whole world had crashed down in 3 days. I hope my angel will guide me and help me through this.”

Jess took to Instagram on Tuesday to reveal the heartbreaking news and shared a picture of a teddy, alongside a photo of her baby’s hand and footprints.

“To Our little teddy,” the star began, continuing: “I’m so sorry I couldn’t keep you safe for a little while longer. I’m sorry I couldn’t take you home.

“My mind spinning thinking of all the what ifs and questions of who you would of grown up to be. When will I wake up From this awful nightmare?

“I look at the clock and count the hours of how old you are time is moving but your not here your not getting older it’s not fair. No first times, smiles or laughter.”

The star added: “Why did this happen to us? I wish I could of stared at your beautiful face a little while longer and held you in my arms forever.

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“I look down at my empty stomach where you should still be growing safely and i feel so empty without you there no kicks no flutters.

“I could see Presley in you, you were so beautiful, perfectly formed. You would never get to play together and be best friends in this world and that hurts so much he would of loved you his little brother so much.

“I’m grateful that we shared 19 weeks together and I carried you for as long as I could before it was your time to gain your wings.

“You will always be our beautiful son and I promise you will hold the biggest place in our hearts forever my sweet angel. I will make sure the world knows how special you are.”

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